thoughts~

:::sumtin in my mind my thoughts and my heart…nobody cares aite??:::

comfirm! June 27, 2009

Filed under: familia,him,L.O.V.E,maself — jariani @ 5:23 pm

ape yg comfirm??mau tawu kaa??kalo tamo tau pon i xkesah cos sy ttp nk gtau…muahaha.. ade 2bnd yg btol2 da comfem..


first..raya taun ni i wont b in m’sia cos akn beraya di kampung indon!!heee..yg bes part nye,leh shoppin kain bnyk2!!!!!!!!!!xbesnye,jaoh ngan die!!huhu..but its ok, da penah bejaoh pon ms aku blk indon aritu..hikhik..cm lg bes je ble tetbe jaoh ni..cm masing2 suweeett gtu..ahaha..yela,tetbe je jaoh plak kn..hee~ tp xcited gak blk kmpg kali ni..sbb cm lma xraya sna..hee..plus my kazen mau kawen!!hee..adat weddin sna is totally different ok! alot of adat kne ikot! i,myself tatau sgt adat sna..hikhik..all i noe is pelamin die sgt berbeda ngan sini..sna kne ttp sluruh hall rumah tu..kalerfullll lg oke..jgn memaen..hikhik..tu yg bes ble ade 2negara ni..hee~so,anyone nk tempah pape lemme noe ah..tp yg bes kat kmpg sy tu  kain2 sulam n telekong je..seyes sulam die lawa..sape rs2 nk kawen tu,meh beli telekong kat kmpg saya..lawo2..hahah..promote kmpg lak..hikhik..


second bnd yg comfem, bia la rahsia..hahah..mls mau keco2..kang kata aii ni ngengada lak nk keco2 kn..tp really xsaba ok!!hikhik..

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ade one day ni, si dia tetbe bertukar jd seyes membncgkan ttg sesuatu, perihal kami la..my feeling ms tu bercmpo2..i wus shocked n glad n happy n mcm2 lg la bcos of  wut he said..he hardly talk about feelings..tp dia tau, sy tau, its enuff…so when he suddenly brought up this thing, im happy n glad n mcm2 feelin la rasa…bcos he thought about it,the same thing as wut i thought n wut i want it to be…moga dmakbulkan tuhan..amin..hee~

p/s: he neva fails to guide me,lead me n support me in many things!!ilebiuuu!





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smash into you!~ June 26, 2009

Filed under: him,L.O.V.E,maself,musics,thoughts — jariani @ 3:56 pm

ske la plak lagu ni..cm bes je..hikhik..but cudn’t find the official vclip..so lyn je la yg ni eyh..enjoy~~

Smash Into You lyrics

Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground.
I should find myself in love racing the Earth
And I’m soaked in your love ,oh
And love was right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you,belong

I wanna run and smash into you
I wanna run and smash into you

Ears closed…what I hear no one else has to know.
’cause I know that what we have is worth first place and gold
And I’m soaked in your love,
And love was right in my path, in my grasp
And me and you, belong

I wanna run and smash into you
I wanna run and smash into you
Smash into you

Head down as I watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
I should, I’m in love and I’m racing the Earth
And I’m soaked in your love ,oh
And love is right in my path ,in my grasp
And me and you,belong

Oh, I wanna run and smash into you
I’m willing to run, smash into you
I’m willing to run and run and run and run
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
I’m ready to run and run and run and run
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh
I wanna run
Smash into you
I’m willing to run
Smash into you


ni lak version mix laki n pompuan..i like!!~

Jon Mclaughlin n Beyonce


p/s:dedicate dis song to YOU yunk!!hee~

 

so NOT!! (hopefully la..hihi) June 23, 2009

Filed under: cuaca,health,maself — jariani @ 12:17 pm

las wiken sy ade kursus..as usual la kan ble kursus, bilek tu aircon sejuk gle then ble kua pns gle..msk bilek sejuk blk..kesimpulannye,asik sejuk-pns-sejuk-pns.. mandi lak air nye sejuk gle lak..ye ah,tmpt tu kat area bkt2 gk.. bdn ku mmg ssh sket terima suhu bertkr2 sejuk-panas-sejuk-panas nih!ngengada sggh! then kat sna asek minum aer manis je..krg minum aer..bdn cm dehydrated..las day ari ahd tu bgn pg da rs saket tekak gle..then ble blk smpai umh cyber, tgh2 pns tu trus g mnd lak k..mlm tu trus sejuk semcm je rs..demam lak!!haihh..plus flu ag!!setakat dmm leh thn..ni ble msk flu ni bt rs xselesa..nk bernafas pon ssh..skt dada..huhu..


nk djadikan cite, ade kes skola SRK assunta kne ttp sbb ade kes H1N1….for information, tu skola lma aku..haha..so rmai cm nk knekan aku..kat ofis pon, ade abg2 ni ckp’ko ni bhy ni…g check-up la’..huhu..bikin sy rs takot lak..tp instict sy kuat mengatakan aku dmm+batuk+flu dsbbkan perubahan cuaca ni..plus cm da lama xkne dmm..huu..hopefully my instict ni btol..amin…


p/s: mst ade mulot akn mengatakn aku ngengada nk cte psl aku dmm..but its not bcos aku sesaja ok!so..whut do u think??what shud i do??agaga~
 

work!~ June 15, 2009

Filed under: internship,studies — jariani @ 11:58 am

stelah puas bersenang-lenang last week dikala sme da stat intern, akhirnye arini secara official nye sy msk office..hihi…sy ditmptkn kat bhgian network..PUBLIC NETWORK..public network ni tgsnye kne jaga router internet domestik satu msia n also kat oversea..


but as for today, sy bljr nk cek router yg domwstik je dlu..jgn gelojoh org kata..mle2 ade keje, then da xde..sbb sy kn bdk br blaja..akak yg aja2 sy tu ade je keje..sy je yg xde..hikhik..jes tgk die bt keje..hee..overall, ok ah..not dat bad..setgh org kn bnci btol time die intern kn..tp sy oke aje sih..hee~


w’pun da lmbt, tp still nk ucap:

SELAMAT BERINTERN!!

p/s: smoga dpt blaja bnyk bnd dlm tmpoh intern ni!~hee~
 

jerebuuu!!~ June 12, 2009

Filed under: cuaca,health,maself — jariani @ 3:29 am

kan 5 hr ni dok uma je..so tau la keadaan cuaca n suasana dgn pekanye kn..hikhik..then smlm tgk luo tgkp, mak aihh..ni spek aku yg kotor ke mmg cuaca yg sebegitu..siap tggl spek lap ag..stil sma..hahha..xleh bla..then dlm hati, COMFIRM JEREBU!! nbo wonder smlm mata pedih je..tot infection ni makin trok..huhu..


then tny la si dia, ‘eh jerebu eyh skang ni’..mmg kne bhn ah pstu ngan die..die kata, ‘eh,awk xtau eh..skang kn mmg tgh jerebu..yg el nino tu..so mmg msia ni akn pns ah..kalo dlu smpai sebln lebey cuaca cmni..tp stil org skang kat umh dok pkai air-con..mmg lg trok ah cuaca..hehe’..erk,kantoi aku xtau perkembangan semasa..hee..no wonder la mata pedih2 aku kata kat die..tot knape la kn..hee~


td lak g spital..appointmen cm bese..doc pon ckp,arini mst rmai dtg nk jmp doc mata sbb org mst ingat sumtin wrong wit their eyes..but actually it is bcos of the haze…haihh..mata ku da bertmbh ok..no more blurry smpai cm buta sbela tu..but i still hv appointmen nex week..huhu..suppose nex week kn keje..doc bg ag mc on wednesday..in case if lma lak ms jmp die tu..tp i think, aku xnk cuti ms tu..ingatjes nk mntk excuse pg tu g check-up mata sbb cmda la cuti da lma..then aku tau departmen aku tgh ade project skang..so xnk la miss bnyk sgt 😀 …pekerja berhemah x??hahah..but after all,kne gk tgk pemanager sy kata pe..if die kata cuti je,so sy pon cuti je la kang..papepon,mc ade..so xde salahnye..hikhik…


p/s:doakan mata sy cpt smbuh 100% yeh..sgt rimas da pkai spek ni! da la ade org tu kata sy mkck pkai spek tp sibok suh ttp pkai spek ;p
 

the climb June 11, 2009

Filed under: entertainment,inspiring,musics — jariani @ 8:51 am

not a BIG fan of her..but ok la..hee..really love dis song..kinda inspiring..enjoy..

The Climb
I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

p/s: inspiring x bg those yg tgh rs down mcm sy??inspirin kan kan!hee~
 

eye oh eye~ June 8, 2009

Filed under: familia,frens,health,him,maself — jariani @ 7:04 am

as u’oll noe kan las week aku cuti sem kn..pnye ah da plan bek nye nk jmp kwn2 lama yg jaoh dimata tp dkt dihati itu..las2 terpksa aku cancelkn sbb mataku ini!!hangen btol nk skt time tu kan..


smenye stat on rabu mlm..ms tu terlelap jap kul 10pm..da bkk siap2 lens aku sbb time kat umh mmg mls pkai..then time kul 12mlm tu terjaga da berair2 da lak kn..then pedih gle lak..mmg xbleh tdo..tgk2 da bengkak gle..nmpk mata sket je..pg tu seb bek ah akak aku call tny aku jd kua x,then ckp ah psl mata..seb bek la die pon tgh mc, so die ah g anta klinik..


g ah klinik salam tu..doc tu kata skang mmg musim sakit mata..so iyekn je ah..die bg ah ubt..esknye xsurut2 lak pedihnye..diam je ag..cancel sme plan kua tu..then jumaat mlm mama riso ajk g klinik mata lak..then g klinik,die suh g spital..then g ah spital putrajy..doc mata tu xde lak time tu..so die suh dtg ag sbtu pg tu..g ah ag spital,bebel2 ah doc tu kata asal lma sgt br dtg..hihi…doc ini sgt bek okeh plus peramah..hehe..then comfem sbb lens!!ade white spot kat kornea..haih..tu yg blur ..then die cm ade kikis ah mata tu tuk cm specimen pe tah..then die bg ubt eye-drop tu..esk pg kne jmp ag..eyedrop tu lak kn..mmg kuat gle,tgkp pale segala ah..huhu..thn je ah..ahd g ag..stil xbnyk perubahan..jes white spot berkurang but blurry bertmbh..


arini lak,suppose stat intern kn..g je ah tm cyber tu..dgr briefin n jmp supervisor sme..da ckp skali psl condition aku n treatmen aku..die bg lps..trus g spital..suppose appointmen kul 9,smpai sna kul 12..hee..doc tu da tau aku akn dtg lmbt sbb intern ni..hhee..then arini da much betta..blurry da krg, n white spot pon ilang…so kne continue ngan eyedrop tu..die bg MC 5HARI ok!hehe.. sbb i hav to recover within 5days ni..so nk cpt smbuh,betta aku dok umh diam2 kot..hehe..next kne jmp die ari jumaat ni..


alhamdulillah ah da ade improvement..hee..mayb sbb da jmp org tu trus da x blur mata..hehe ;p


to my dearest frenssss yg suppose kte plan kua, im sooo sorry i cudnt make it..my eyes sgt la ngengade..hee..next time k?mwahxz~


p/s: eii..ade org tu xmalu kata kte asik kenyit mata kat die je..wek..pasan..hihi